Coming to think of it, I don’t really like the idea of troubling people, or rather I dont like to be a burden for anyone… You’re not the first instance. I’m just too used to suffering alone, bottling everything up to myself.
"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another."
I’d like you to know I’m a coward, I do not have the courage to face the music, I avoided every possible questions. I chose to run, I chose to write it here.